Dear My Future 'Imam'...

By: Fatima Zahra

O my future imam...

I may not know who you are.

I may not know where you're from.

But I don't care…

I'm sure someday Allah will let me know about you.

I'm sure you're the best that Allah has chosen for me.

I'm sure Allah will allow me to meet you on the right time.

Oh the owner of my rib...

Whoever you are...

I promise, 

If I found you, I would love you eternally because of Allah.

I would always obey your commands.

I would stay by your side, no matter what.

And keep this love till the end of time.

To You Whom I Miss

By: Fatima Zahra

O you whom I always miss,
Your face never depicted on the canvas of my life
Your smile never crossed my imagination
Even your name never carved in my heart

O you who always disturbs my inner peace,
Who are you?
Don't you know how restless I am?
Every time I longing for you
When are you going to pick me up?

O you who paralyzes my heart,
Never had I know who you are
I couldn't guess where you're from or what you're doing there.
But I am sure you're always with Him
Keeping your love for Him to love me later only for the sake of Him.

O you who always haunts my nights...

Duhai Engkau Yang Disana...

Duhai engkau yg disana. .

Andai engkau tahu,

sebenarnya hatiku telah terpaut padamu.

Namun aku takut mengakuinya.

Aku takut jikalau nanti aku terjerumus pada cinta yg tak halal,

yg menyebabkan Allah murka pada kita.

Duhai engkau yg kini mengusik ketenangan batinku.

Semoga kau mengerti bahasa diamku.

Diamku bukan berarti aku membencimu.

Diamku bukan berarti aku sengaja mengacuhkanmu.

Kau tahu?

Itu semua terjadi karena aku tak tahu harus berbuat apa di depanmu.

Teruntuk Engkau Yang Selalu Kurindu

By Fatima Zahra

Wahai kau yang selalu kurindu,

Wajahmu tak pernah terlukis di kanvas kehidupanku,

Senyummu tak pernah terlintas dalam imajiku

Bahkan namamu tak pernah terukir di lubuk hatiku

Wahai kau yang selalu mengusik ketenangan batinku,

Siapakah kau?

Tahukah kau betapa gelisahnya aku?

Setiap saat penuh tanya menantimu.

Akankah kau akan menjemputku?

Wahai kau yang melumpuhkan hatiku,

Tak pernah kutahu siapa dirimu,

Tak sanggup kumenduga dimana kau berada,

Atau apa yang sedang kau lakukan disana.

Namun aku yakin, kau sedang bersama-Nya.

Menjaga cintamu pada-Nya agar dapat mencintaiku kelak hanya karena-Nya.

Duhai Tuhanku...

By Fatima Zahra

Duhai Tuhanku...

Siapalah diriku ini...

Aku hanyalah lumpur jalang,

Kotor, hina dan menjijikkan.

Terbawa arus kemaksiatan

Terbuai dengan tipu daya syaitan

Bingung dalam kegelisahan

Aku hanyalah kerikil kecil dalam selokan

Tenggelam dalam limbah kesedihan

Tejerembab ke dalam jurang kekufuran 

Terpuruk kedalam lembah kenistaan

Dear My Future 'Imam'

By: Fatima Zahra

O my future imam...

I may not know who you are.

I may not know where you're from.

But I don't care..

I'm sure someday Allah will let me know about you.

I'm sure you're the best that Allah has chosen for me.

I'm sure Allah will allow me to meet you on the right time.

Oh the owner of my rib...

Whoever you are...

I promise, 

If I found you, I would love you eternally because of Allah.

I would always obey your commands.

I would stay by your side, no matter what.

And keep this love till the end of time.

If you only knew,

Deep inside...

I always say a little pray...

Ya Rahman...

I pray for the one who will be a part of my life.

A man who loves You more than anything.

A man who loves me because of You.

A man who understands me completely.

A man who needs my smile to make him happy.

A man who has gentle heart and nice behavior.

Ya Wadud...

Please guide my heart...

Don't let me fall in love with the wrong one. 

till the day that You specify,

I'll keep my love for the chosen one.


Depok, Indonesia
January 11, 2011
08.48 pm

Oh Rasululullah...

Assalamualaikum sisters...
Have you ever realized how the Prophet Muhammad (Peace Be Upon Him) loves us?
He was just worried about us till his last breathed.
I'm suddenly interested to make a poem about our beloved Prophet (peace Be Upon Him).
Check this out: 

Oh Rasulullah...
by Siti Fatimah Zahra

You're mercy upon mankind.

You're the best teacher for human being.

Your love to your people beyond your love to yourself.

You prayed while others slept,

You'd fast while others ate,

Palm leaves was your bed.

You never lived luxuriously.

You're so humble and modest.

Whereas, you're the great leader.

Truly, you're the best example for mankind.
 

Ummati... Ummati.. 

My people... My people... What would they future be...

Till your last breathed, you just worried about us...

Ya Rasulullah...

Ya HabibAllah...

I've never seen your radiant face.

I've never seen your wonderful smile.

Even I've never heard your gentle voice.

But I do believe in you and in this deen..

Ya Rasulullah...

Ya HabibAllah...

I miss you incredibly...

This poem was honestly came out of my heart.
Allahumma shalli alaa Muhammad!


Wassalam,
Siti fatimah

Mom..

"Your mom, your mom, your mom..." said The Prophet (Peace Be Upon Him)

Well, I suddenly remembered a hadith of Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) regarding to the position of mother. He also said that paradise lies on our mother's feet. I miss my mom suddenly (as I mentioned before I live in a boarding house now and have to be apart from my family).  I'm interested to write a poem about mom.

How important she is in my life. Check this out:

MOM...

Mom..

I've been loving you since the first time I've opened my eyes.

You are the one who always looks after me.

You are the best teacher in all over the world.

You always teach me right from wrong.

You are there with me, when others have no concern about me.

Mom..

All the times you cared for me.

But I never realized it.

All the times I caused you pain and burden.

But you don't mind with it.

O my angel..

O light of my eyes..

O comfort of my nights.

Who, other you, will embrace me?

Who, other you, will wipe  my tears away?

O Mom...

Please forgive me...

I promise, I will never let you down anymore..